After the havasupai, san diego, los angeles, san francisco, new york, niagara falls,
Im finally back to singapore. It's like 回到地球表面。
Spent a long long time trying to drag myself back to the singapore life again..
Somehow, some things seemed to have changed, and will never be the same again..
Once again im engulfed by loneliness..
I guess im too used to being taken care of by my lovely brothers and sisters..hahas..sometimes it feels great just knowing that you are not alone..waking up to a room of four people just feels so different from that of none..
I think that's one of my bad points..once people are kind to me, one part of me will become dependent..haiz =X
My dad will be flying off to Shanghai for his PHD degree, which takes 2 years..
Im beginning to fear the echoes coming from the walls of my empty house..
There seems to be a hole that can never be filled no matter how hard i try..=(
